Cranky

Tech diving in Tioman

I’ve been cranky all day since last night. I’ve been snapping at people.

Reason: it’s been 32 days since my last dive.

Well, there are other reasons attached to my being cranky, but not diving for more than a month is the main one.

And for 32 days I have been coughing non-stop. Maybe I need to go back underwater, then cough all the blood and mucus out on the surface.

Fuck!

Well, at least I don’t go around blaming other people for my being cranky, or write something in capital letters to blame others for my own stupidity pertaining to whatever issue there may be.

Maybe I should do that.

Hmm.

WELL, YEAH. I HAVE BEEN BUSY AND AFTER 32 DAYS OF BEING ON THE TOPSIDE AND DRY AND DEHYDRATED, I FIND MYSELF NEEDING TO BREATHE THROUGH MY GILLS. WHICH PART OF THAT THAT YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND? YOU CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND BUT YOU NEVER EVEN ASK ME IF I AM OKAY THAT I GOT WHACKED BY MY EX. IT TOOK YOU THREE DAYS TO SAY SOMETHING THEN WRITE TWO BLOG POSTINGS WHEN YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE BLOODY EXTREMELY BUSY THAT YOU CANNOT EVEN SPARE THE TIME TO GO ONLINE TO SAY SOMETHING BUT YOU HAVE THE TIME TO WRITE TWO BLOG POSTINGS – LONG ONES TOO. MAYBE BEING WHACKED BY ANOTHER PERSON IS NOT AS IMPORTANT AS A CONCERT THAT YOU DID NOT GET TO GO TO BECAUSE YOU ARE BUSY BUT IT SHOWS HOW SORE YOU ARE THAT I AM GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE AND THAT SOMEONE CARES WHEN I GOT WHACKED BY MY EX. PLUS I AM NOT AS IDIOTIC AS CAN BE TO POST SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND TO LEAVE IT THERE FOR ALMOST A MONTH ALREADY. GET A LIFE! GET A DILDO AT LEAST EVEN IF IT IS NOT ALIVE. BUT I GUESS A DILDO IS A GOOD SUBSTITUTE FOR MEAT.

Okay, where was I?

No, I wouldn’t write stuff like that, or post it for people to read. Why should I blame other people when I fail to ask a friend how he or she is doing after a traumatic experience?

Oh, what has that got to do with me not diving?

Nothing…I am just cranky because I haven’t been diving. It hasn’t got anything to do with the water table in this area where I live because unlike people in a certain postcode, random sampling shows that you can get crazies there, and some extreme episodes from Desperate Housewives crossed with The Gods Must Be Crazy. I won’t be surprised if any of their pics get posted but rejected by this site called Goodbyemydarling dot com because it would be extremely distasteful.

Now, I really need to go diving.

Fuck!