Today is the 19th of April, 2007. That would mean it was exactly 31 days ago I was enjoying the tranquility Pulau Perhentian could provide me. In four days time, it would have been over a month since my last dive. Hence my cranky mood right now.
Yes, it is my version of the female PMS; but instead of calling it Pre-Menstrual Syndrome, I term it as Pathetically Missing Scuba.
I am lucky to have made it this far, probably due to that trip in search of the 20-year answer. During that brief but meaningful period, I had gained some form of sanity. I found brief but meaningful joy, although the question now remains: “What now?”
I am still awaiting some payment that I will use to purchase some diving equipment, and should complete my working paper for some funding soon.
There is also that plan for the resort that my dive buddy and I are planning to run; hopefully that will fall into place soon.
I have to keep myself busy. I’m rottingbadly here. Spazm has asked if he should start digging now for me. I told him to run a stake through my heart while at it.
I need my sanity.
Help!
SeaDemon Says 