Danko Meets Foxy

Persian cat

I’m writing this in response to Bakawali‘s posting on the demise of her 18-year old cat, Danko.

I had a cat I was really close to when I was 11. That was the only friend I had because my childhood was restricted to the compound of the house due to security reasons. I didn’t have any friend after school, so Foxy was my only friend.

One day, before going to school, I saw Foxy dragging its hind legs trying to reach me. It was obviously in pain. I told my mother about Foxy and on my way to school, the driver and I dropped Foxy off at the vet’s.

For three days I couldn’t eat properly thinking about Foxy. Then one day, I forced the driver to take me to the vet to see Foxy. I was devastated to know that it had to be put down.

I couldn’t do anything but cry everytime I got home from school and sat where Foxy used to sit after meals.

Danko, if you see Foxy, say hello to him. The two of you would make great pals in Cat Heaven.

Foxy would have been 31 this year.

Blue Skies, Good Viz

Blue skies at Perhentian

At 1412 today I received an SMS report from my boatman. It reads: “Cuaco beres lor ni..vis pun ok. Pukul 3 ni, kawe nok turun Tanjung Basi.”

Hit the road Jack.

Time to be one with the sea.

This Is My Site

This is my website, I paid for it. Those who read it can take the content and like it, or shove it up their shithole. As the owner of this site, I can write whatever I like as long as I do not condemn any religion, the King and country, incite racial hatred and stuff like that.

And if I choose to write about my personal problems in here, then it is better for me to do so. You wouldn’t want to know what I am like if I cannot vent out my frustration. I used to jump out of aircraft and buildings for God’s sake. Use that grey matter between your ears for once.

To my parents and siblings who read this blog. Things happen for a reason. I don’t fall in and out of love for no reason. During the past two marriages, I chose not to reveal my marital problems to anyone because I am a firm believer in the saying “The Truth Will Finally Prevail.” So I always kept my silence and took the responsibility for the failure of my marriages as head of the respective family. What I have always wanted in a marriage is love, respect, trust and a smile. I don’t ask for food or for my clothes to be washed and ironed military-style. I have always wanted someone who could give me a smile when I come home, listen to my daily grouses and not having to say anything about it whether she agrees or disagrees with it.

But when someone has taken the initiative to do a pre-emptive strike, I can no longer contain my anger and frustration. The details I shall spare from the readers and spies alike who are always here watching this blog. But in short, the short answer to your first question is YES I AM SEEING SOMEONE AND YES I BELIEVE SHE WOULD MAKE A GOOD WIFE TO ME. No, I cannot say for sure how sure I am but if I don’t leap into the unknown, I will never know. Life is a gamble, and so is a marriage. You strive to make it work..but in the absence of either one of four keypoints I have listed above, it will never work out.

I am 41, I am tired. I’m into my second half in life…but I don’t know when my Team Manager’s going to pull me out of the field. So I deserve to be happy…for once.

So let me.

Lull At The Lal Masjid

Headache - courtesy of The Muslim Women.org

The leaders of the Lal Masjid fanatics are gone, probably now answering why did they mislead fellow Muslims into doing bad deeds in the name of Islam, and why did they give Islam a bad name, causing untold sufferings to fellow brethren. What President Musharraf did was right: to show extremists that they have no place in the Muslim society; and this point should be noted by the authorities in Malaysia before it is too late as many of these ugly ducklings have reared their head in this country. A more comprehensive action needs to be taken, and it has to begin with education: the understanding of the fundamentals of Islam as brought to us from Allah SWT in His Holy Book.

Anyway,back to Pakistan, Musharraf needs a three-pronged strategy, in my opinion. First is to gain control of the madrasahs and put them under the auspices of the state (read: Federal Government); second is to educate and re-educate the general public, especially the youths and children, the real teachings of Islam as a way of life (never use Islam as a religion because religion is what spoils it in the first place); third is to continue to combat terrorism and extremism.

Yes, easier said than done. But Musharraf has to do it. He must also make sure that his aspiration to eradicate extremism in Pakistan has to be shared with and understood by his subordinates. He should also ensure that his subordinates are his real allies since there has been several attempts on his life already to date, and I am sure more will come after the Lal Mosque episode.

The problem is, Musharraf himself has destroyed, or undermined, the political structure of Pakistan to the point that it is too weak to survive a sudden post-Musharraf era (read: assassination). Therefore, steps have to be taken to ensure that the public at large has little or no grouses against his government. Without the support of the general public, the latter will only be too happy to see Musharraf go, no matter what method was used, or by whom.

The Malaysian government, too, should take preventive steps now, to eradicate, not only extremism, but misintepretation of Islam by such people.