Self-Dedication Or Self-Destruction?

Heart running on a treadmill

“There is more than meets the eye” – Optimus Prime

There is always that two sides to everything. Good side, bad side; Side A, Side B; Front side, backside.

I have been going to the gym for more than a month now, but I have been resting for almost a week now since injuring my calf muscle in a futsal game played after a strainuous exercise regime I put myself through. On top of that my once dislocated shoulder has acted up again, and I also injured my shoulder blade.

People always tell me it is good to be exercising, but the exercise I do I programmed them in such a way that they would exert my physical limits, leaving only my mind to tell my body to carry on. The kind of training I do would normally render my hypoxic towards the end as there is not enough Oxygen that the blood could carry fast enough throughout the body – and it is always evident when I start yawning in the middle of an exercise and get tunnel vision. It shows that my heart cannot cope with the demand. My muscles would ache for days, and before it could recover, it goes through another torturous regime the next day or day after.

So, let me throw this question back to you: do you think my diligently-followed training schedule is a sign of self-dedication, or is the training regime I programmed is my way of going through a process of self-destruction?

Metalized – I’ll Add Another One

Well, since you want me to sing Tagalog songs in public at the Legend and asked if there is any other song than the two I have already agreed to sing, here’s another one.

Let me know if this song is okay for their playlist.

Congrats, Countloon (Finally)

Congratulations is in order for Countloon for his promotion to the rank of Mejar (finally!). I guess after this he would be motivatged to go for an overseas course, sign the PMAT 1/73 to serve another 7 years after the completion of his course, or probably sign on until pencen.

Now Countloon will have to buy me dinner.

Metalized, Mocha, Icecool…you guys are not getting away with it either. I have yet to be treated to dinner for your respective promotion.

Countloon in the center
Countloon (center) melapah babi sampai tak ingat dunia (as said by Icecool)

I Did Not Even Have Any Funky Cold Medina

Beautiful smile

Ina, you smiled at me
my heart buzzed like a bee
the way your hips sway that my eyes caught
giving me nothing but a dirty thought
you bend forward and protrude your butt
soon it wouldn’t be my balls into that hole I putt
but alas and alack, things will never go as I plan
for lovely Ina is a full-grown man