I have not been well the past few days. I lost my nose because it ran away. It was very runny. Thanks to a very good friend of mine who brought me some Zyrtec-D, coupled with the Amoxycillin dose, things are somewhat under control. Well, I do sneeze still, though not as much as before.
I managed to speak to the a friend who had just returned from Krungthep today (after our meet last weekend – he was there to work, I was there working out) and talked about the recent trip as well as our previous ones together. The heavy rain outside made the atmosphere more melancholic, and one song was playing on my mind – a song that I have posted earlier this month.
Here is the song again, and the translation to its lyrics:
Since the day you left me and went away life has no meaning to me
I looked like a dead person when you walked away with him
I am getting much better now and have almost forgotten I was once hurt
Time has helped me forget whatever that had happened between us
But one day I saw you by his side
I felt the pain again as before
From today, I will have to start all over again
So I can forget whatever that remains in my heart
Whenever I see you with him
From today, I will have to bear the pain and loneliness
It’s like walking down memory lane
My heart is upset, you were once mine, and I haven’t forgotten that
I don’t blame you, I don’t blame anyone else
I have only myself to blame
For I can’t forget though I’ve suffered for a long time
I keep lying to myself
That time will help me forget, but how long will it take?
If ten months weren’t enough, how about ten years then
so I can truly forget you
I just found that out when I saw you by his side
I felt the pain again as before
From today, I will have to start all over again
So I can forget whatever that remains in my heart
Whenever I see you with him
From today, I will have to bear the pain and loneliness
It’s like walking down memory lane
My heart is upset, you were once mine, and I haven’t forgotten that
