Little Wing

This is one song I have not heard in a long time, that used to make me happy. It reminds me of Tinkerbell, but more like an imaginary girlfriend/angel for me:

Well, she’s walking through the clouds
with a circus mind
that’s running wild
Butterflies and zebras and moonbeams
and fairy tales

That’s all she ever thinks about…

Riding with the wind

When I’m sad she comes to me
with a thousand smiles
she gives to me free

It’s alright, she says,
it’s alright
Take anything you want from me,
anything

Fly on, little wing

MPs and APs Part Deux

Received a comment from a Marilyn on the issue. If I may, Marilyn, post your comment here. I thank you in advance:

Marilyn Says:
September 24th, 2005 at 1:53 am e
Hi Sea Demon,

I strongly agreed with you on this issue. In my view, the failure of Proton is all because of their own doing. They claim that they are just like the normal citizen. All normal citizen still have to buy their cars & pay the taxes. Why should MP & Senators should be any different if they so called the normal citizen?

These are the privillege committe.

Regards,
Marilyn

My Current State of Health

After all that stress in the office and on the home front, I had chest pains that radiated all the way to my left arm and back. I’ve had this before, plus sinus arrythmia that landed me in the Coronary Care Unit (ICU for the heart) last year in June.

So this is what I had: Chest Pain.

Expats

There are lots of expats in this country, which is a good sign that the country is one of the places for expats to go to to earn money.

However, there are expats who come here like some colonial shithead, treating locals as if they are slaves. They think that everyone in this country is stupid and does not deserve a look at. When they conduct interviews of locals, especially in the IT sector, they always say Malaysians lack the experience…and they bring in their countrymen who are half-baked “experts” anyway.

Today, I almost punched one of those expats.

I hope to piss on his grave when he dies.

Canada’s Travel Warning

This warning was issued on August 10th, 2005, but is still current at the point of writing. When reading this, I never realised I am living in an extremely dangerous country. They wrote among others:

You are advised against non-essential travel to the islands off the east coast of Sabah, including Sipadan and Langkayan island. Recent credible reports (June 2005) indicate that there is a high risk of kidnappings of foreigners. On April 12, 2004, three crew members were kidnapped from their vessel, just outside Malaysian waters off the east coast of Sabah. In October 2003, six foreigners were kidnapped from a resort in Sabah by armed pirates. The Abu Sayyaf group from the Philippines kidnapped foreigners from a diving resort in Sipadan and Pandanan in April and September 2000, and from the resort island of Palawan in the southern Philippines in May 2001. Malaysian authorities have increased security in the region in response to these incidents. Canadians should also exercise caution in areas around Semporna and Tawau on the Sabah mainland.

It goes on to say:

There is a heightened threat of terrorism throughout Southeast Asia, including Malaysia. Canadians should maintain a high level of personal security awareness at all times as the security situation could deteriorate rapidly without notice. Exercise caution, particularly in commercial and public establishments (hotels, clubs, restaurants, bars, schools, places of worship, outdoor recreation events) and tourist areas frequented by foreigners. Canadians should monitor local developments and register and remain in regular contact with the High Commission of Canada in Kuala Lumpur or Foreign Affairs Canada.

This is the best part…

CANADA TRAVEL WARNING: Malaysia
PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT
Still Current at: Wednesday 21 September 2005
Updated: 10 August 2005
Malaysia
INTRODUCTION

This Travel Report replaces the previous one, dated August 5, 2005. Changes have been made in section 2 of the report. The level of warning has not changed.

SAFETY AND SECURITY

Violent crime against foreigners is uncommon. Petty crime is prevalent, especially in tourist areas and at the airport. Snatch and grab incidents against tourists occur. Thieves on motorcycles frequently grab bags and other valuables from pedestrians, often resulting in injury. Women walking alone or with children are common targets. Exercise normal safety precautions and ensure personal belongings, passports, and other travel documents are secure at all times. Do not leave valuables unattended in vehicles. Do not accept food or drink from strangers. There have been cases of drugging. Demonstrations should be avoided.

Male travellers, usually alone, have been approached in public places with invitations to participate in card games offering attractive opportunities for winning large amounts of money. Victims have lost thousands of dollars before realizing they were being scammed.

Dang…this sure is a dangerous country.

What about traveling to Canada? I found this warning that says:

Isolated cases of bovine spongiform encephalopathy (BSE/mad cow disease) have been reported in Canada and the United States.

Guess they’ve been eating too much beef…that’s why they always get conned. Then again, they’re Canadians.

Of Dive Forums (and the old house in a storm)

Forumers from have been sending me private messages, e-mails, and Yahoo! Messenger messages, asking if I’m for real (not wanting to post anymore on MDC).

I am being real here…the only time I changed my mind was the dive destination (even after having paid an organiser for an LOB trip)…because my good friend wanted me to dive in Tioman with the rest. Even that trip was spoilt by unwanted calls and SMS’s…that I wish I could just disappear off the jetty, never to be found alive again.

That is how I feel right now…deep down I wish for the earth to open and swallow me up.

39 years, 2 months and 12 days…the only precious ones holding me back are my daughters and son.