I was depressed and went shopping again today (well, yesterday since I’m writing this past midnight).
See what depression and fever coupled can do to a person.
Not too bad though…I only spent around RM650 this time on several things.
Someone reminded me about 5 minutes ago to sleep early and not to be another Johan. Johan was my batchmate who passed away in October 2003 because of a massive heart attack. He was 38. Another, Rahman, passed away in June this year of the same reason. Both of them are known to be somewhat insomniac, much like I am, and used to work their asses off. I remember receiving an e-mail from a batchmate who is a GP telling me to get more sleep since I am known to have arrhythmia with the same parting shot: “I don’t want to see another Johan in our batch.” My more famous senior by one year and also was a good friend of mine, the late Hani Mohsin, overworked himself literally to death.
Kimi also sent me a YM message earlier saying I look haggard in the latest photos and looked as if I have not had enough rest and is not well. BINGO!
This is what you do to yourself when you have to hug yourself to sleep night after night.
Thanks for being my minder tonight.
Time for my medicines.
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