Today is the 100th day. And it rained like hell. As it is the 100th day, it would be my last day of mourning, and from tomorrow I should stay happy (I hope).
Coincidentally, a year ago today, Gee and I left for Perhentian for one of my best dive trips. We had Katakpink, Rj Ena, Nafi and some of the other guys joining us on this trip.
I just want to be happy after this. I just want to have some kind of hope in life. I just want to have someone to look forward to being with, to wake up with, and to look at before I fall asleep. I just want someone whom to me would mean everything, and vice-versa.
A chapter slowly closes on me, the curtains start to fall
I try hard to inch forward, behind me I leave them all
The weather is sunny yet the waves are restless in my heart
I wonder if the path ahead is clear or will I suffer another cut
I want so much to move forward but I pause before I even start
I have this love in my heart but it strikes me like a dart
The river meanders beautifully but it is where my life flows out
This mind gets confused more as I try to turn about
There is so much love in my heart to give
There is so much in this life for me to live
I want to hold my love as her head lies on my arm
I want to be the one who protects her from every kind of harm
But each time when the night comes it is cruel, cold and empty
Which is why I want to move forward so there’s someone loving me
I want to sail away, be bold, and brave the world
I want to skim the waves, with one heading and make the sails unfurl
But the horizon I see is flat, not round, and beyond it I cannot see
And I always fear at the end of it is a chasm that will swallow me
I begin to drown even on dry land, like a bat that is blind during the day
Only my fingers are seen to breach the surface, I hope you can pull me away
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