I am sitting here beside this grey pillar I sat to meet someone 32 weeks and a day ago today. This is where some beautiful memories started that culminated into something very painful, that I can now look on with some smile. The smile may not be perfect but it is a smile nevertheless. Why do I still remember such things? Well, how many years has it been since you broke off with your girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband? Do certain memories still haunt you, be it in a sweet or bad way? And here we are talking about 102 days since I lost someone who meant the world to me.
I sit here now looking at this beautiful woman in front of me wondering what kind of a life companion she would make for me. I see gentleness in her face though there is that hint of sadness in her eyes, either that or she has had too many a sleepless night due to work or personal problems. Either way, I think she would make a pleasant and loving wife, judging by her facial character.
I still dream and long to have a loving wife. I still long to have a loving wife who would straddle my lap, smiling sweetly at me, while I hold the back of her head and pull her lips upon mine, and kiss her passionately. I still long to hold a loving wife at night, and gaze upon her face lovingly as she sleeps, and continue so until I fall asleep, and again when I wake up the next morning. I still long for a loving wife whom I can tease and disturb while she cooks in the kitchen; who would smile at me with the most sincere smile as I walk into the house and hear her tell me how much she loves me even without her uttering a single word, as I hold her close to me.
32 weeks and a day ago those dreams began. They have just gotten stronger by the day.
SeaDemon Says 