The One I Did Not Get To Sing

I did not get to sing this song as requested because the band did not have the score for this song. So here’s the dedication, ten days later:

THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT – FRANK SINATRA

Some day, when I’m awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you…
And the way you look tonight.

Yes you’re lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart…
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

Lovely … Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won’t you please arrange it ?
‘Cause I love you … Just the way you look tonight.

Mm, Mm, Mm, Mm,
Just the way you look to-night.

Selamat Menyambut HUT TD Ke-75

Malaysian Army

I’m sorry this date passed by me when I was in Tioman. But here’s wishing all my Malaysian army friends in here a happy 75th anniversary.

The army has always been the backbone of the Malaysian Armed Forces, and is a battle proven force. However, I am quite disturbed after listening to a ceramah organised by an opposition political party that tried to emphasise a fallacy that Chin Peng, the leader of the now-defunct Communist Party of Malaya, was one of those freedom fighters who was also responsible in bringing about the Independence of Malaya.

Let it be known to the members of the civilian population, and present members of the Armed Forces. History is for us to remember and learn from. If ever was the CPM a part of the force for independence, it would have been during the Japanese Occupation of Malaya from 1942 through September 1945. Pre-war years saw the CPM in acts of sabotaging the economy and was bent on setting up a communist government in Malaya. That was its primary role, through and throughout.

Many citizens would probably remember the Malayan Emergency (1948-1960), but few would remember the men of the Malaysian security forces (Armed Forces and Police, malay, chinese, Indian and other races alike) who fought the communist menace during the Second Emergency (1968-1989). Who was Chin Peng then but the director of such horrendous acts committed by the members of the CPM. Tell the police, who lost 16 men in one ambush in the Kinta Forest Reserve; the Army who lost countless more; and the Air Force who lost a helicopter and crew in Gubir; that Chin Peng fought for the Independence of Malaya.

I am sickened by people who try to twist history at the sake of those whom have fought gallantly to preserve the independence and peace of this nation, just to gain some sympathetic race-based votes.

Sick bastards.

Ai Neng Bu Neng Gou Yung Yuan Dan Chun Mei You Bei Ai?

I know I’ve put this one up before, but I love parts of the lyrics – it reminds me of something, someone, sometime:

I particularly like these parts of the song:

“Shuo bu shang wei shen me wo bian de hen zhu dong, re ai shang yi ge ren shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo”
(Couldn’t really say why I became very filled with initiatives, if you fall in love with someone anything is worth doing)

“Wo xiang da sheng shun bu dui ni yi yi bu she, lian ge bi ling ju dou cai dao wo xian zai ge dan shao”
(I want to say loudly that I cannot bear to be apart from you, even the next door neighbours can guess my feelings right now)

And this is of course, my favourite part of the lyrics:

“Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai”
(I want to just hold your hand like this and never let go)

“ai neng bu neng gou yung yuan dan chun mei you bei ai?”
(Can love forever remain innocent without sadness?)

For that, is a valid question now…

What My Birth Date Says

This is what the Facebook application says about my birth date:

July 9, 1966

Lucky Color: Turquoise
Personality Strengths: Savvy, Wit
Personality Weakness(es): Over-confidence
Successful Career Path: Information Technology
Sense of Humor Style: Cliched
Adjectives to Describe You: industrious, adventurous
Description:
Mature and understanding – you are the wise person of the group. Cautiously optimistic by nature, you have a better and more balanced perspective on things are you as compared to the people you associate with – everyone turns to you for advice, as they should!

I’m A Sucker For Cute Chinese Politicians

Hannah Yeoh Tseow Suan - DAP Candidate for DUN Subang Jaya 2008

Isn’t she cute?

That was what I thought when I saw her pics in the papers. I have my vote hught to myself, “Wow! Finally DAP has wised up and has put pretty young candidates instead of dinosaurs like Kit Siang and Karpal.” I mean, hey! She’s pretty, and cute, so I am entitled to admire her, right? Sorry, Honey. But you are cute too.

Then I drove past Taipan tonight and saw a group of DAP supporters walking down shouting their slogan while dishing out posters of Hannah. I slowed down as this pretty young thing tried to past me some posters. Okay, I am an UMNO member but I have the right to my own thoughts and speak my mind if and when I have to. After all, I am known as the opposition within the party for my dissenting, yet true, views on things. Then I realised it was Hannah herself, and there she went all sweet and smiling saying to me, “Please vote for DAP, please vote for change.” With you looking like that, you have my vote anytime, dear.

But realistically, how is DAP able to bring about any change at all, if any? I do believe in having a stronger opposition voice as it is healthy for democracy; however, I do not believe any of the opposition parties have done itself any justice. I saw a DAP banner hanging somewhere near TTDI that says CRONIES PROSPER, CITIZENS SUFFER. That exists everywhere, in every political party. That cannot be helped as power corrupts absolutely. And there has never been real constructive opposition: no one party has actually come up with a comprehensive plan to tell the voters how they could better the current policies. Instead, they will just criticize policies for the sake of criticizing and getting political mileage. Show me a political party that is different for once, and I am sure there will be followers of the middle-of-the-road kind of politics.

I also agree that there should not be any discrimination towards the building of houses of worships in (new) townships. The local housing law says that a certain number of area in acreage has to be met for churches to be built, but in biasness, it also states that an area for a surau/mosque must allocated. This is unIslamic. Islam does not prohibit others from obtaining the same rights to worship, and to build their houses of worship. However, this could be done in a better manner. An area within the township should be designated, preferably on the fringes of the estate for this. While different sects of Islam can pray together in the same mosque, this rule does not apply to Christians. There are rites non-Catholics cannot do in a Catholic church, and Protestants do not believe in invoking the saints like Catholics do. Okay, I shall not go any deeper into this as (1) I’d leave it to the Christians to dwell upon this matter (it’s okay for a black to call another ni**er, but it won’t be safe for a white to call him so), and (2), I’d be writing more on theology than on the cuteness of this DAP candidate of ours. So what I am trying to say is, while there will or may be one mosque for all, there will be at least 5 churches sprouting in a residential estate; not that I have any problem with that – but that would propel this somewhat tolerant nation’s malays (I won’t term them as muslims) to turn this country into another Islamic Republic of Iran, or Talibanistic Afghan, by swinging their support over to PAS. That would be disastrous – what more when you have one senile senior office-holder calling others orang utan, and the President of the party snubbed an opposing candidate by refusing to shake hands with the latter – so unIslamic is their behaviour.

So, DAP will really have to work hard to convince the general voting population that they can actually come up with a better plan(s) for this country other than crying foul all the time. Voters are not stupid anymore, nor are they emotional as they were before.

Now, going back to our pretty and cute DAP candidate, she was born and bred in Subang Jaya, a true Subang Jaya thoroughbred, which makes her more interesting as she would be very conversant in the peculiarities of the township. She is a lawyer who graduated in Tasmania in 2001, and prior to becoming an election candidate, worked as an event manager.

All that makes her very attractive to me and from not wanting to vote, I wanted to score DAP = 1: BN = 0
(well, the looks count too). Then came the clincher: she is married to an IT engineer.

The lucky guy.

DAP = 0: BN = 0

Time to figure out where to dive when others vote.

Nomination Day

Flags

It’s nomination day today.

798 Parliamentary and state seats are now up for grabs.

Whoever wins, I still lose.

I will never ever have faith in any of those elected to represent the people because after 50 years and 11 previous general elections, all of them forget that they actually represent the people and not to become the people’s boss. Be they from either side of the political fence, they always forget they are there.

IYOR-LAH!

International Year Of The Reef 2008

It’s the International Year Of the Reef this year (IYOR 2008). What does this mean to divers? A lot for some, nothing for others; so we should know what the non-diving general public would think of it.

If you ask me to tell you about our coral reefs, I wouldn’t be able to tell you much; seriously speaking, I know our coral reefs are important to the marine ecosystem, but if you ask me the difference between a Staghorn Coral and a Fire Coral, I would only be able to tell you should I accidentally graze against either, the latter would give me a nasty sting – real nasty.

Rush hour traffic at Teluk Kerma, Perhentian Kecil

The reef is important. This is where marine life seek refuge from predators. Reef fish and mollusks feed up to 40 million people a year. Coral are also important in controlling the amount of carbon dioxide in the ocean water as coral polyps turn carbon dioxide in the water into limestone shells. Without this process, the level of carbon dioxide in the water would rise dramatically and would affect all living things on Earth.

Rush hour traffic at Tukun Laut, Perhentian

It also acts as a barrier between our coasts and the harsh tidal conditions, strong currents and waves. And of course, healthy reefs bring in the tourism dollars. You may find it funny but most Americans I have dived with like to watch the Clownfishes, in particular the False-Clown Anemonefish (Amphiprion ocellaris) – otherwise more commonly known as ‘Nemo’ after the character in the movie of the same name. Why is this so? Because there are no clownfishes in the Carribean, where Americans flock during the summer.

Clownfish at Tukun Laut, Perhentian

For those divers who dive with me often, stop laughing over this post, okay? Let me sound mellow once in a while. I know I normally dive in depths where not a single coral exists; but I’m just trying to do my part here for IYOR 2008.

:p

Me and Sphyraena barracuda at Terumbu Tiga, Perhentian

One Happy, Two Unhappy

Broken and burning heart

It’s sickening when you realise you are broken-hearted because of somebody’s lies. Not because the one who loves you lied to you, but the person that made the one you love come to you lied to him/her.

And it becomes even worse when more lies are being added in, empty promises that have remained empty, about change, about another chance, and so on; and at the end of it, as I have mentioned above, were all talk and full of wind. Even more worse when the person you love agrees to give another chance, and you find yourself dumped – like a dog being kicked out of the house, or a cat left by a food court or market.

And because of that one person, now there are two broken hearts.

And all because of his/her lies.

Happy 69th Birthday, Mak

My mom when she was 17
My mom and her 7/8 of her siblings when she was 17 years old. Missing from this picture is her eldest brother, Hamidon

Today is my mom’s 69th birthday.

Some brownies will make their way to her house later today.

Mom and her siblings in 2007
My mom and 6/8 of her siblings. From left: younger sisters Rasidah and Rodziah, elder brother Hamidon, my mom, younger sister Fatimah. Seated in front is her youngest brother, Jasmin. The two deceased are her younger sister Zahariah (passed away in 1991) and younger brother, Nadzri (passed away in 2002)

Smell The Sea

Walking on water

This is the first time that I have returned to the sea since my trip on board the Kaleebso to Pulau Sembilan. Two months it has taken me to overcome.

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